with all my heart.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

hello people. gonna be a long post since i havent blogged for 2 days. ALOT happened this 2 days. first of all. saturday, june the 3rd was our 1st year. i couldnt be with baby. sorry my dear. but u know smth baby? I'LL STILL LOVE U COME WHAT MAY. I LOVE U MY DEAR. MISSING U LOADS. hope there'll be more years to look forward to((: went to buy all my dog's neccesities on sat. prepared her stuff to get ready for her coming on sunday. sunday. church in the morning. lunch at carl's junior. yum yum((: walked around suntec for awhile after that. then went to collect my baby. reached there, talked to the breeders for awhile. they briefed us on what we would be expecting from her and what we should do and stuff. went home. cousins came over. whole family came over. oh yes. we decided to name her BLESSING(: she was the centre of attraction yesterday night. blessing's like a real baby. tending to her like every 10 min, feeding her every 3 hours. couldnt sleep at all last night. boo. she whined and whined. had to carry her then she went back to sleep. then the whole cycle would repeat again and again. didnt sleep a wink lah): but oh well. its part of my commitment. i would be in my late 20s before its the end of her time. but her baby period will be over. so. thank God(: it should be over in a few months. im real sorry my dear. real real sorry if i have or will ignore u in any way. and thanks alot for ur kind and sweet understanding((: i promise i'll make it up. love u loads. and oh yes. make an appointment with me if u wana come over to see blessing. heh heh((: wouldnt be able to go out for the next couple of weeks. sorry again baby. cant go out with u tomoro. im so sorry. so yah. its hapiness and sadness altogether. oh well. may God bless BLESSING, me, my whole family and u people((: will post a picture of her later on. when im not too lazy. hahaha.

I REALLY REALLY MISS U, BABY.

11:47 PM