Thursday, November 30, 2006
life is never easy. it is never predictable. it holds ur future. it has full of ups and downs. one major setback will very soon become a thing of the past. as long as you wont give up, there will still be hope. love is the same. it is also never predictable. it is contradicting. it can make u very very happy and very very upset. it can make u hold your ground and it can make you stand up and shout. it can make you live and it can kill you.love is a part of life that everyone must have. LIFE is never easy. it has full of ups and downs. But with God, everything is possible((:my dearest: thanks ALOT for always being there for me. thank u for always assuring me u'll never leave me. thank u for everything that u've done for me. most importantly, thank u for loving me. I LOVE U((:
5:33 AM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
PEOPLE. READ THIS.
9:38 AM
i duno what to do now.....
7:06 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
this is going to be a bitch-post. read on if u wana know how the hell SOME people can be so freaking heartless and cold.
making her sad.
making her cry.
making her miserable.
making her lose herself.
making her pin for u every single day.
DO U HAVE A HEART OR NOT?! ARE U A MAN? using God's name in vain is a sin, u moron. every single thing u talk about is about God. breaking up because u dun wana hinder her relationship with God. idiotic excuse okay. please, for goodness sake.
she wants to give up. u dun let her. u want her to carry on feeling miserable and all because of it isit? DO U FREAKING CARE ABOUT HER FEELINGS? DO U HAVE A CONSCIENCE OR NOT? god..u disgust me, FREAKING COLD B**TARD. u are like controlling her every move. not letting her be herself. not letting her speak up. U WANT HER TO SNAP, DONT U?
God here God there. his name is not for u to use in vain! 'girls cannot have short hair' as quoted from the bible, u said. u freaking thing. where in the world does this phrase in the bible come from? SHOW ME. u're also going against me if u say that.
FCUK. U SUCK LIKE HELL.
i know im in no position to say such things about u and hurl vulgarities at u. but u are carrying it too far okay? know ur limits, please.
8:58 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
cinema had a BLACK OUT for the first time in my life. tampines mall had some power problem. was watching HAPPY FEET when it happened! URGH. there goes our show.....
i really hope u would move on and get on with ur life.
8:55 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
holidays have been a bore. thank God i'll be able to see baby tomoro!((: yay!
7:33 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
you know what. i rather just shut up and not ask or be so concerned.
7:47 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
WHY? WHY? isit so hard just to let go? is she worth it? is she? comdemning urself, deceiving urself, letting urself just literally rot in depression everyday? is she worth it?
dwelling on her everyday. letting ur emotions take control of u. saying that life has no meaning and life is a living hell. saying that God doesnt help. asking God to just send a car to kill u. ignoring all ur friends. HELLO. WAKE UP. just STOP dwelling on her okay? stop letting ur emotions take control okay? stop saying that life has no meaning and that its a living hell okay? stop asking God to send a car to kill u okay? and please. STOP ignoring all ur friends. any idea how we feel? any idea?
u ask me whether i have any idea how u feel. i will say i duno. because u just ignore all of us. just shut urself off. dun tell us how u feel. how would we know? how would we?
everytime. everytime we help. yes, we do succeed in making u think otherwise. but u ALWAYS turn things around again. u go back to ur 'i wana die' mood and just shut us off again. ALWAYS. IT NEVER FAILS TO BE LIKE THAT. WHY? WHY? cant u just let go? she is NOT worth it, understand? why cant u just seem to understand that? so many people are affected by u, alright? just think of ur family and friends. if u just drop dead one day, how would we feel?
GROW UP. JUST GROW UP. STOP THINKING LIKE A SMALL KID. WAKE UP, WILL U?
i have completely no idea how u can just dwell on ur problems every single day. NO IDEA. U ARE A COMPLETE TOTAL UTTER DISAPPOINTMENT.
8:31 AM
DAMN THE CRAMPS. bah.
1:04 AM
Monday, November 13, 2006
MY DEER FRIEND IS IN LOVE WITH RUBY! yayyyyyyyyyyyyy. ruby has found a playing partner! saves me the trouble to having hear her bark and bark everyday cause our family just doesnt have the time to play with her)): not that we dun want to. its just that we dun have the time. so thank God for yu xiu((:
YU XIU! come my house more often, kay? heh.
LOVE((:
damn. i miss baby.
8:33 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
EVERYONE HAS A HOLE IN THEIR ARSE!((:
10:49 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
YAY day! with baby, bro and my DEER friend((:
17TH MONTH WITH MY DEAREST! LOVE!(((((:
FLUSHED AWAY! the slugs. omg. damn cute. HAHA. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
SAKAE! the 18 plates of salmon..the PICKLED TUNA SUSHI! LOL. and my DEER friend doesnt know how to use chopsticks!! HAHAHA. thanks to bro for the treat!
other SUPER AMUSING things happened today. that stupid lil kid, the mrt guy, the MODEL. hahahaha. stupid but damn funny((:
oh yah. 3-4 next year. POA, LIT. nothing to do with what i wana do next time, but oh well. the people are enough to make it up((: and i can still study my vet's course next time. I WILL.
people in 3-4:
baby. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!((:
kai jing
daryl
daniel
max
alvin
wei qiang
ken kiat
wen liang
me
shu feng
lidia
tania
muthu
grace
keng ling
jasmine
ak
ariel
hui en
janice
melody
alexis(brrr!!)
felicia(brrr!!)
thats all i know((: hope next year will be as good a year as this year!
LOVE((:
9:20 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
day was GREAT! FINALLY bought my bag! HEEEEEEEEE((: go to DUCK'S blog if u wana find out more!((: LOVE!
7:35 AM
You have my thanks.
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