Thursday, November 16, 2006
WHY? WHY? isit so hard just to let go? is she worth it? is she? comdemning urself, deceiving urself, letting urself just literally rot in depression everyday? is she worth it?
dwelling on her everyday. letting ur emotions take control of u. saying that life has no meaning and life is a living hell. saying that God doesnt help. asking God to just send a car to kill u. ignoring all ur friends. HELLO. WAKE UP. just STOP dwelling on her okay? stop letting ur emotions take control okay? stop saying that life has no meaning and that its a living hell okay? stop asking God to send a car to kill u okay? and please. STOP ignoring all ur friends. any idea how we feel? any idea?
u ask me whether i have any idea how u feel. i will say i duno. because u just ignore all of us. just shut urself off. dun tell us how u feel. how would we know? how would we?
everytime. everytime we help. yes, we do succeed in making u think otherwise. but u ALWAYS turn things around again. u go back to ur 'i wana die' mood and just shut us off again. ALWAYS. IT NEVER FAILS TO BE LIKE THAT. WHY? WHY? cant u just let go? she is NOT worth it, understand? why cant u just seem to understand that? so many people are affected by u, alright? just think of ur family and friends. if u just drop dead one day, how would we feel?
GROW UP. JUST GROW UP. STOP THINKING LIKE A SMALL KID. WAKE UP, WILL U?
i have completely no idea how u can just dwell on ur problems every single day. NO IDEA. U ARE A COMPLETE TOTAL UTTER DISAPPOINTMENT.
8:31 AM
You have my thanks.
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