with all my heart.

Monday, February 12, 2007

sorry people! i know. i know i've not been updating for about 10 days. SORRY! heh.

life has been filled with the ups and the downs. now for the down part first. the problem btw my parents is well. going to end soon. and those kinda ending, u should know. im not going into any detail about this yet, cause its not very nice to talk about it. and whenever i think about it, i'll get super down and upset. so yeah. no details yet(: and then the stress in school. those crazy teachers of my class can really drive me crazy. drive my class crazy as well. the work in school, my studies, my friends etc. the stress is just going up up up. even for my dearest and kj. life just hasnt been good for all of us. EXCEPT FOR KUEH YU XIU! she's just one happy go lucky person. no problems whatsoever. well, thats a good thing i guess. good for u, my dear friend((:

now, the happy part! YAY. celebrated dearest's birthday last saturday. his first birthday we spent together :D with my dear friend, yuxiu and kj as well. had SO SO SO SO SO much fun! really. heh. i didnt feel that happy in duno how long. ever since my parents erh. had a problem, i think. in short, i was just SUPER UBER happy :D baby too! bought this puma watch for him. WHOO. i love it so much myself! HEE. and then went for sakae. those 2 boys. ate 10 plates of salmon sushi. my goodness. my and yx were frightened by them. BRRRRR. scary! those lines on the salmon. EEYER, scary scary. but its baby's birthday. so everything he decided((: i have a picture of ahem and ahem erh. aheming. HAHAHAHA! i shall be a nice and good friend and not post the picture. if not, i'll be SO dead. and they will be SO SO SO dead as well. HEH.

and yes, yx. u're one difficult DIFFICULT person to find clothes, shoes and all for. SUPERRRRRRR difficult! BOO! HAHA.

well, life as u can see has been really contradicting. sometimes i really really hope time can just stop or slow down. im so so tired. physically and mentally. i just wana sleep and sleep and sleep. but i'll never find the time to do that though /= life is just going on and on and on, like once u stop, u'll miss out on alot. but its okay. i'll just take what life throws at me and throw it back((:

i still have God, dear dear and my friends. well, i cant say family now. because i really dun wana rely on them. this family is gona break up in such a short time. i dun even know what will happen when my parents _____. im just gona rely on God and my dearest. cause these 2, i know for sure they'll always always be there((: oh yes. not forgetting my friends too! heh. i just thank God for all of them.

this is life for me. how bout you?

5:01 AM