with all my heart.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

i wont dare say life has been a bitch because it hasnt really really been. although the school work and syf have been pounding me with stress. but then again, i duno whats wrong with me. laughter in me isnt really true. sometimes i just laugh things off because i have nothing much to say. and my laughter and smile only comes out truly when im with dearest. and thank God for him, if not, life will truly truly be a BITCH. and of course, God has been there every step of the way and i thank him for that (:

i havent been doing homework and things related to school lately and i really think i should start doing and caring about school a lil bit more. things around me in school are sometimes oblivious to me, sadly. the mid-years are coming and i really cant fail this time round. AND I WONT, in jesus name. God'll help. but i must do my part too, yeah?

my left side of the body isnt functioning well. wrist and ankle both injured. and i havent really been that happy lately only again when im with dearest (:

i must and i will keep to that promise i made u, dear. rest be assured i wont break it (: thank u for everything. I LOVE U.

thank God for everything he's done.
<33

8:23 AM

Friday, March 23, 2007

I LOVE U, DEAR. thank u for everything(:

hugs and kisses.
LOVEEEEEEEE :D

life is great!

7:42 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

chalet was a blast! :D and D:. :D cause it was really really enjoyable! heh. the first night ever with the pig's husband. hee. enjoyable enjoyable. didnt really get to sleep until about 6 plus but never the less i enjoyed it like anything :D only the part where i became mosquito's food. i had 20 mosquito bites... .___.!!! HAHA.

D: because some people couldnt make it. eda and jialing! u 2 were very very much missed!

6 Di people! glad to see u all again! shocking how much some of u have changed((: hope u all enjoyed the chalet and had fun!

ZANN! thank u thank u for that night of talking. really needed to catch up and really needed ur advice. thank u for that 50 min talk, babe. thank u for all that advice :D we'll study together really soon and catch up, yes?((: LOVE U, BABE :D

THE PIG'S HUSBAND! oh oh. zann's son! HEH. thank u, dear. for everything. thank u for the 2 days. thank u for ur kisses! HEEEEEE :D MWAHH! 4 days without u leh. torturous. but we'll pull through, yes?((: LOVE U ALOT, DEAR!

and and. the rest of the people that made my chalet possible. THANK U ALL VERY MUCH. LOVEEEEEEEEE :D

oh yes. bro! thank u for ur GREEN BANANA! LOL. damn cute! and ur girlf ah. havent given me my present!

yay! happy happy. THANK U, DADDY GOD :D

8:32 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

happy? yes? no? let it go? yes? no? never say die? yes? no? yes no yes no, i duno. HAHAHA. anyway. *on request from DEARRRRRR* my tummy is my biggest weakness and he's using that to make me smile everyday :D

DADDY GOD. ITS IN UR HANDS NOW.

12:48 AM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

it's killing me slowly.

4:47 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

HELLO! im happy. heh :D

birthday yesterday! WOOT! the day started off GREAT! woke up with 5 smses of happy birthdays((: went to school. zann was the first to wish me and give me a BIG hug((: it started my day off right. heh. thank u, babe! jeslin wished me next. and then we waited for yu yi to come with my present. hehe. didnt do pe cause of that FREAKING patch test which made me itch like MAD for 2 days. but thank God, i can take it off today. if not, seriously. i'll explode from the itch. HAHA. okay. lets skip and go on to recess!

i went to change with charmaine. came back to class, xiuping and some of the class people started singing happy birthday! soooooooooooooo sweet, i tell u. i was almost moved to tears. heh. i'll never forget that. charmaine babe got the cake early in the morning and put it in the cupboard! surprise surprise when i saw. heh. THANK U EVERYONE! LOVE! HEE. cut cake. i cut 3 cakes this birthday :D i LOVEEEEEEEEE this birthday. thank u Daddy God((: then then then. dear dear came up with the idea of smashing cake on my face. HAHAHA. they didnt manage to smash the whole cake in my face, but they did get cream all over my right face and hair. HAHA. my hair was sticky the whole day! hahaha. wasnt angry with them at all. i had FUN! hee. THANK U ALL AGAIN :D man. im so happy. heh.

after school, went to suntec to eat. swensens. my treat :D with my usuals. dearest, and the couple! heh. we had UBER fun! hahaha. im so happy i cant type properly! HAHAHAHA. bill came up to 102. quite okay considering the fact we ate that gigantic earthquake((: THANK U ALL YET AGAIN :D i enjoyed yesterday alot! LOVE. and and. A BIG THANK U TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND FOR THE HUGS! I LOVE U ALL :D *dear dear, dun get jealous.* HEH HEH HEH! I LOVE U ALOT ALOT ALOT! <33! smile!((:

now for pictures that are due((:

okay. done! see u around. goodbye!
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

life has been great so far. except for that part. Daddy God, please make it right. and i know this hapiness in me might just disappear right from me. but i know u'll help me through((:

4:29 AM